30.5.07

GREEN EYES














Okay my head hurts from doing math so your all lucky, I'm gonna educate some of you, (A very scary prospect if you know me)
"Where the Moors once visited France and Spain, and were visited in turn, the green eye emerges. Where the English once set very large foot prints in Africa, green eyes emerge. Where the Chinese, the Mongolian, and the Russian lands meet, green eyes emerge. In countries such as Brazil, where they believe that their multiculturalism and mixed blood lines are their strength, green eyes are far from rare, and exist in the most unimaginable color combinations of skin and hair and facial features. But the key point that can be taken from this work is the acknowledgment that whenever there has been some point in a country or culture's history where they have interacted, whether commercially, colonially, or competitively, with a group of people physically unlike themselves, the green gene was sown. Unpredictable, inexplicable, and mystical. Green eyes are arguably one of the most mysterious and entrancing physical traits. Their luminescence never escapes notice." - THE GREEN EYE PROJECT - http://www.cafeandre.com/Site.html
I love this quote mainly because it makes me feel special because I have green eyes but because I like the way it points out that no matter what people say about the green eye gene having something to do with your nationality it in reality has nothing. Green eyes are more common in some places than others but they are a result of two different pigments interacting in a person.
Green eyes are the product of moderate amounts of melanin, which appears under the slit lamp as a blue eye with small spots of hazel distributed in front of it. Blue and hazel together appears green, but there is no green pigment. If the amount of pigment increases slightly it can cover the blue, if the pigment covers the blue completely the eye becomes hazel. - Wikipedia - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_color#Green
Which is probably (though here is where the education stops and my personal opinion comes into play) why my eye colour and my mothers eye colour can change so rapidly and with such great distinction. every one's eye colour changes but usually stays the same pigment so it only gets lighter or darker. whereas while most of the time my eyes are green, I can go from Grey to Brown which I think is kinda special but my mood swings don't usually carry on that way anymore since I left puberty behind. But anyway back to my point of there just being something about Green eyes that makes them so special, (I know I'm biased but given I'm very critical of my self (like most women) the fact that I'm admitting something about myself is special should hold great weight) Green eyes just stand out no matter what.

My week couldn't get any worse, and I sound like such a drama queen when I say that but it really feels like it right now. If people stopped trying to run me over on the roads because I'm a learner or maybe the Chem Eng courses could try not giving me three assignment in the last week of session so I can maybe do some study if possible (though given the level of teaching not very likely) pass the two F**king courses. But the kickers got to be the ME getting yelled at because yet again my sister spent the day going through my things in my room. I even did what I was told and didn't yell at her I went straight to mum to ask if there was a reason she'd been in there when she'd been given mum's computer for the day. Only to get yelled at for it, which kinda confuses me given its MY ROOM AND MY PRIVACY THAT WAS INVADED. Apparently its my fault shes wants to move out well you know what if I could move out I would at least then if I come home and find my computer stuffed I can buy a new one with the insurance money instead of being yelled at because I'm upset MY computer doesn't work. And what almost 13teen yr old needs to still have her hair done for her its not my fault she decided to get a cut that wouldn't allow it to be put when she knew the school rules about lengths and tied them back. It's day like today I wish I could drive then when my boyfriends sick I can still go see him (he has this way of making things seem not so bad lol kinda creepy when he can actually make an assignment look less scary to me without having a clue what its on, but hes special like that), and not have to put up people yelling at me for ridiculous things. The actual getting to spend quality time with him would be nice without someone coming and yelling or getting angry or starting a fight or any of those other things that make other people uncomfortable in your home intruding. For those of you who will have go at me for picture you should know by now I just happen to like it :P, I should put the Green Eye thing up at some point when I can be bothered.

25.5.07

NEVER EVER DO A CHEMICAL ENGINERING AND INDUSTRIAL CHEMISTRY COURSE


Hmmmm while my title pretty says it all. So stupid what kinda course gives you two to three assignments a week and then spring 4%-8% assignments [which work load wise are worth closer to 30%] on you less than week before they are F***ing due.?????....

17.5.07

I'm in more pain than I started with

THE STUPID DOCTOR PUT ME ON CRUTCHES. Went to the doctor today finally about my ankle, well I went yesterday and got x-rays today. I have no breaks, no floating bones, no fractures, to torn ligaments or any kind in fact i was given a clean bill of health minus the discomfort. So when a doctor cant find something wrong with what do they do people? Give you medication and tell you to act like your sick did say?, if yes you are correct and the winner of absolutely nothing but my complaints because I'm in more pain than you :P. But seriously I was better off limping it hurt less at the moment I can barely move my arms and my good ankle hurts more than ever from all the compensation.

11.5.07


Well today was again another bad one [I did warn you I would probably only post when i have something to complain about], it's been a horrible week. Between assignments with no cover sheets lectures whose accent i cant understand and criminology results Today didn't do much to end my week on a positive note at University anyway. Got to go shopping tonight though for Mums Day woulda been funner if I could walk properly. Still I picked up some face masks for me, and spent some good quality "Me time" tonight making myself feel better with all out pampering. AND TOMORROW NIGHT IS P!NK!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!. And I get to see my boyfriend and hopefully watch my team win hockey which will make me feel better about the fact I'm on the sidelines this week with a sprained ankle. So minus my 3 assessments early next week [Mon and Tues] it should actually be a good weekend.

8.5.07

This one was worse not sure how I managed this one though

Hmm how does one improve (or in this case end up worse) on yesterday???
  1. Wake up late and have to run for first bus with sprained ankle cause of a***hole of bus driver.
  2. Stand up on bus you ran for before Waverley boys are too self obsessed to be the good little school boys the community trys to pass them off as, so as they will refuse stand despite the fact they are obligated to and in the disable spot anyway and your falling on top of them crying in pain.
  3. On the second bus which is late. Have a NURSE sit next to you look at your foot see the swelling chuck her iPod in and start randomly crossing and uncrossing and recrossing her legs for the 20 minute trip hitting your ankle every time.
  4. Being late to the 9am math class where your dips***of a lecture treats everyone there like a year 7 student. This particular lecturer take great fun in yelling at people for missing their bus and walking in late and great joy in broadcasting people math scores, and my personal favorite of the day glaring at people while they limp into a lecture theatre late. and yet this is the lecturer who constantly complains that no one gives him the respect we give our other math lecture... Word of advice dips*** give us some and you may get some in return.
  5. Having to walk down a mountain of stairs to get to a tutorial where people decide when they see you limping for a elevator cause you cant do stairs not to hold it for you.
  6. Having mums friends come down every 5 minutes to look at your ankle and to tell you to give up hockey is not cool, [I'm not the only injured one for Christ sake and I'm not even the only one whose got injured consecutively only difference is when i get hurt it at a game not training.]
  7. Placing books back on various levels of the library always fun when your staff card only gets you to level 7 in the goods lift and you need to go up as far as 9 when the up button on the public lifts doesn't work. [and for the f***ing a***hole who decided to laugh at me because i had 5 book I had to take up... I have a big trolley as well you idiot how do I get that up and down cause I'm not allowed to leave it and oh yeah NOTICE THE FACT I COULDN'T F***ING WALK HENCE ASKING YOU TO HOLD THE LIFT FOR ME... which mind you the a***hole didn't.]
  8. Going to a lecture where the lecture is again is a dips*** (see previous posts) who after putting so much work into an assignment due on Fri which you where given less than weeks notice tells you your plans are good in theory but not for the assignment because it doesn't follow guideline you just have to make up five different flow charts which basically look like his because your not smart enough to work it out on your own.
  9. Hockey you enjoy minus the part where you cant really participate and your told you wont be allowed to play on the weekend cause your coach/doctor doesn't think you'll be able to run [ which from my coach i can accept he's pretty good he's a surgeon after all he must have brains off the field too].
  10. You come home and get yelled at because well God knows why this time but under the guise of your ankle, no one believes your coach and start yelling at you to go see someone in between working 9-6 tomorrow 9-6 again on Thurs and oh wow 9-4 on Fri so even if you get to the medical centre they cant take a cat scan for you cause it the imaging centre wont be open and even if they did it'll show a sprain most likely [see previous point] and you cant really do anything other than what you've already been doing.
  11. Oh yeah you get no dinner and get stuck with weight watchers crap and are forced to take nurofen plus all day for the inflammation of your ankle which does nothing for the pain from ankle.
This was my instruction sheet for a Bad day incase you were aiming to beat my score yesterday.

7.5.07

My Bad Day :( :( :(


What a Shity day today was. I was in tears by 7.30 and I didn't get up till 7.10 which kinda speaks volumes if you ask me. Though if you take into conseration the fact I was waking up every half hour during the night because I kept hitting my ankle might explain how I managed to make my day start off horrible. My driving instructor only made it worse. I was ouutside by 7.20 my lesson was at 7.15 yet he surposedly waited for 10 minutes and had left 5 minutes ago which if you do the math means he didnt wait or he was there 10 minutes early anyway the stupid man. Haha and to make it worse, I had to walk up the street [on my very sore ankle at this point becuase the car broke down on the weekend], to get to University early, only to be told the odds of me getting to resit my exam because I couldn't make it due to a concussion where nil. This is the same subject I was bitching about last night mind you so I wont go on again about how stupid they are. I've noticed a trend where I only keep a diary when things are bad. When life is good you don't tend to relise how good it is, when things are bad you notice more. Not sure why this is but it says a fair bit for the society we live in I think and it doent place it in a positive light either. And I do have a Picture to put up today because someone meantioned putting picture up and even though I look bad in it they dont *Big smile/Evil grin*

6.5.07

Hockey Again

Bored Again, and shock horror injured again as well. Lol not as bad as a concussion though just rolling ankles today silly me. Oh well more time to do those stupid assessments, what kind of arsehole doesn't tell us we have a group assignment most of which is due next week and posts it on site that people wont check if they no reason to do so, and for Christ sake why would u post it up on a sat night? Our lecturers for these two subjects are the most stupid people you could ever come across it ridiculous. And in case anyone is wondering why I'm bitching here but you get in trouble if you bitch on the University servers, here even if they see my name without a student number they not going to know who I am to automatically failing me for being abusive of them. You think they would be used to it by now though given the amount of people who are silly enough to lose it at them on the University servers, but nope they have no idea [I have mentioned their stupid right?]. Hhmmmm i have no random photo of funky thing to add to this post kinda makes it boring :(

5.5.07

6 MONTHS


Happy 6 months hunny, even though It was yesterday and I've already seen you but Im bored :P

3.5.07

Something Women Can't Do In Public



What can I say I like random stuff and I just find this video so funny, and the guy reminds me so much of one of my old friends so it just becomes even funnier for me